“Untitled”

Here I am, staring at the pale moonlight,
Waiting for you tonight,
But it feels like nothing ever happened right,
I’m trying, but I’m losing courage to fight.

We started as friends,
Hanging out, laughing, and crying
But something’s happened,
It feels like I’m falling.

I don’t have the strength to say
Because I want you to stay
But I can’t keep it inside.
For me, you’re hard to find.

Before, I wish I wasn't in love with you
so you couldn't hurt me.
I wish I could go back, to the day before we met,
and skip anything I regret.

It looks like I slept a hundred years
And I felt like living in an endless dream
But the sound of the breaking shield
Woke me up and gave me what I need.

I’m crying here alone and lonely,
Thinking that you’re here beside me,
By the memories we’ve been shared,
And it will never fade.

If you only knew the pain that I felt,
If only time would only reveal those sleepless night I’ve spent
Wondering and murmuring your name
Seems like dying and losing in vain.

Living in a world of pretensions,
Easily put me in depression.
After all that I’ve been through
Nevertheless, I’m moved on.
Now, I want you till the end
Even in yours, I’m just a friend.

Win or lose, I’ll remain a friend.